Our Togetherness

"This Ain't Goodbye"

- Train

(listen here)

You and I were friends from outer space

Afraid to let go

The only 2 who understood this place

And as far as we know

We were way before our time

As bold as we were blind

Just another perfect mistake

Another bridge to take

On the way of letting go,

This ain't goodbye

This is just where love goes

When words aren't warm enough to keep away the cold

This ain't goodbye

It's not where our story ends

But I know you can't be mine, not the way you've always been

As long as we've got time

Then this ain't goodbye

Oh no, this ain't goodbye

We were stars up in the sunlit sky

No one else could see

Neither of us ever thought to ask why

It wasn't meant to be

Maybe we were way too high

To ever understand

Maybe we were victims of all the foolish plans

We began to devise

But this ain't goodbye

This is just the way love goes

When words aren't warm enough to keep away the cold.

This ain't goodbye

It's not where our story ends

But I know you can't be mine

Just like the way you've always been

As long as we've got time,

This ain't goodbye,

Oh no, this ain't good bye, oh oh, oh no this ain't goodbye

This ain't goodbye

You and I were friends from outer space

Afraid to let go

The only two who understood this place

And as far as we know

This ain't goodbye

Oh no this ain't goodbye

This ain't goodbye oh no this ain't goodbye

This ain't goodbye

It's just the way love goes

But where's that woman now, to keep away the cold, oh no?

This ain't goodbye

This isn't where the story ends

But I know you can't be mine

Like the way you've always been

This ain't goodbye

I Believe

I BELIEVE

Agnes Carlsson

I heard an angel whisper so softly in my ear I couldn´t

hear the words but the message came in loud and clear

Who wrote the book of love calling anyone who knows

The things you do is unexplainable

What can I do

What can I say

Don´t say it´s too late

Oh no

I believe, that you can take this broken heart and give it all the love you´ve got and take the pain away

Then I´ll be yours forever

I believe, that even if we we´re far apart you´ll always be there in my heart

To brighten up my day ´cause we belong together I believe

Well I don´t know what happend

it was just destiny

But now I want you back

lyin´ right here next to me

Your body glistening

With sweat from love so hot

So are you listenig

To thethings I´m talkin´ ´bout

What can I do

What can I say

Don´t say it´s too late

Oh no

I believe, that you can take this broken heart and give it all the love you´ve got and take the pain away

Then I´ll be yours forever

I believe, that even if we we´re far apart you´ll always be there in my heart

To brighten up my day ´cause we belong together I believe

A change is gonna come

if you just let me get through

I think I´m in love with you

I think I´m in love with you

I believe, that you can take this broken heart and give it all the love you´ve got and take the pain away

Then I´ll be yours forever

I believe, that even if we we´re far apart you´ll always be there in my heart

To brighten up my day ´cause we belong together I believe

Broken-Hearted Girl

BROKEN-HEARTED GIRL

Beyonce K.

You’re everything I thought you never were

And nothing like I thought you could’ve been

But still you live inside of me

So tell me how is that?

You’re the only one I wish I could forget

The only one I’d love enough to not forgive

And though you break my heart, you’re the only one

And though there are times when I hate you

Cause I can’t erase

The times that you hurt me

And put tears on my face

And even now while I hate you

It pains me to say

I know I’ll be there at the end of the day

I don’t wanna be without you babe

I don’t want a broken heart

Don’t wanna take a breath with out you babe

I don’t wanna play that part

I know that I love you

But let me just say

I don’t want to love you in no kind of way no no

I don’t want a broken heart

And I don’t wanna play the broken-hearted girl...No...No

No broken-hearted girl

I’m no broken-hearted girl

Something that I feel I need to say

But up to now I’ve always been afraid

That you would never come around

And still I want to put this out

You say you’ve got the most respect for me

But sometimes I feel you’re not deserving me

And still you’re in my heart

But you’re the only one and yes

There are times when I hate you

But I don’t complain

Cause I’ve been afraid that you would've walk away

Oh but now I don’t hate you

I’m happy to say

That I will be there at the end of the day

I don’t wanna be without you babe

I don’t want a broken heart

Don’t wanna take a breath with out you babe

I don’t wanna play that part

I know that I love you

But let me just say

I don’t want to love you in no kind of way no no

I don’t want a broken heart

And I don’t wanna play the broken-hearted girl...No…No

No broken-hearted girl

Now I’m at a place I thought I’d never be…Oooo

I’m living in a world that’s all about you and me…yeah

Ain't gotta be afraid my broken heart is free

To spread my wings and fly away

Away With you

yeah yeah yeah, ohh ohh ohh

I don’t wanna be without my baby

I don’t wanna a broken heart

Don’t want to take a breath with out my baby

I don’t wanna play that part

I know that I love you

But let me just say

I don’t want to love you in no kind of way..No..No

I don’t want a broken heart

I don’t wanna play the broken-hearted girl..No..No..

No broken-hearted girl

Broken-hearted girl No…no…

No broken-hearted girl

No broken-hearted girl

Words Are Weak

A thousand years, you said,

as our hearts melted.

I look at the hand you held,

and the ache is hard to bear.

- Lady Heguri

Dilema

Dear Di,


It's been sometimes since I wrote my feelings down on you. As what I mean by my feelings is all the pain and wonders that I had in those quite, miserable nights of mine.
Well I might have moved on.


Ahhh......



















Seriously...
Why would I still think about him?
It's just... sometimes he pops up in my mind or comes in my dream out of nowhere.
Songs and many other things would still remind me of him.
It sucks. It has become my second thought... And either I want or don't want to get rid of it, I would still remember it. ...yet I would still smile...!


Tsk... So difficult.


Yeah...,

Between our laughs, long talks, stupid fights & jokes.... I fell in love.


Guess that is why.

Early Morning in Summer

The clock is ticking
...4:50 am

The sky is getting a little bit too bright.

Summer air.

...a warm feeling

Lying down on my bed with music on the earphones

Listening

Dreaming

Feeling..

Theme of the day, You.

As usual.

It's amazing

It's just amazing

How did you manage to stay in my mind?

An honest question.

Cause really, I would still get some tears flowing down my cheeks

Here I am,

Drawing you on the empty space

Picturing all moments we shared together

Every single piece

Time by time...

Yeah.. I do, remember.

Good morning there,

have a sweet weekend.. :)

One Wonderful Day

It is one night of May..

I see summer sky without stars

The breeze touching my skin

Drizzling..

I see him walking towards me

Feeling his embrace,

And a kiss on my neck

I feel you

I remember you

Reading through my writings

Listening to songs I used to hear with you

Best cook

Sweet.

It's so confusing

My heart's burning

My mind's blowing

Teary eyes..

I wish that all dedications of things you loved were for me

I wish things which are wrong were never happened

I wish all those things were simply right

Should have been right..

Just so you know

How I wish the one you cared was me

Will we ever be back to the ones we used to be?

Will we ever laugh together again?

Will we be going through those nice days ever again..?

But the one wonderful day..,

I just hope you will never forget it.

As I open my eyes,

There is one star shows up..

Guess I think you're also remembering me.

-------b-------

Sweet Mistakes

SWEET MISTAKES
By: Ellie Paul

Pop the cork, a champagne glass
Raise to the future, drink to the past
Thank the Lord for the friends he cast,
In the play he wrote for you.

And if you love the girl man, light up a torch
Blaze a trail to her front porch
Kiss her til your lips are scorched
Til the rain comes down on you

Chorus
Bless your sweet mistakes,
That crumble you down to your knees.
That brought you to this place
Changing you by degrees...
When change was just what you needed...
What you needed...

So if you live your life in a three piece suit,
In a cocktail dress, or combat boots
You pick your path and you walk your truth
And the world will come round to you.

It's a long strange ride, I can't tell you why
But there's a place in your pocket where peace can abide
You pull it out, it's a compass, a guide
And it will put a little soul on you.

Chorus

And in this wild blue world
There is a soul weavin' fine feelin' girl
But you've got to walk in paradise to find a pearl
If you only believe,
You'll get what you need... what you needed...

Conquer your fear and you'll master the game,
Life is always and never the same.
Use a little faith to light the flame ,
And I know you'll connect to you.

Chorus

Pop the cork, a champagne glass
Raise to the future, drink to the past
Thank the Lord for the friends he cast,
In the play he wrote for you.

The Truth

It's amazing how someone can break your heart, but you still love them with all the little pieces...

You Were The Dream

Sometimes I would think about you,

Sometimes I would still be in pain..

Feeling sad... and lonely inside...

Sometimes I think I'm crazy,

Oh well.. I'm just stupid..

I loved you. You know that.

I was hurt.

But now I'm Ok, and should always be.

Wish me luck dear

You were the dream, which would never come true.

Three Months

By Shaima Abdulla Saeed

United Arab Emirates

I took the risk of trusting him with my heart
With his sharp plain move he ripped it apart
Leading me to the feeling of only pain
Knowing that this love I had went in vain

A month went by as I stood astray
I fell to my knees and start to pray
Dear lord, allow my lover to retire back to me
Or please send my soul to the great dead sea

I raise my head demanding a reply
I remain stiff as another month pass by
Two months and i cant seem to forget his name
Two months and I'm beggining to lose this game
I met someone new, thought it was it
The chance for me to forget every bit
But still at night I saw his face
Told the new one bye, there's just no space

three months and im still trying
three months and im still crying
love soon meets a new companion
For hatred emerged from an anciet canyon

Love shatters with the will of silence
Hatred grows with the wish of violence
the path of hatred was the path I chose
Neglected love, yet it glows

So I sent him a letter with broken words
He returned it to me in complicated folds
I guess I was just another girl waiting on a que
For he said "I've learned to live life without you"

As always

20.02.2010

Is there anything you want to share with me dear

I'm here for you to listen

Whenever problems get just too much

and your feelings tear you down

I'll be here to let you in and give you a warm hug

When things in your world are falling apart and noone understands

Come to me, lay your head on my pillow and sleep...

I'll be here to watch.

I won't ask much..

Just remember me in your happiness as well.

Yours,

T

Love and Dedication

There might be sadness,
There might be tears,
There might be lonliness,
But after all those,
there will ALWAYS be Your time,
the "time" you call Hope...



Remember that you are better than you thought you were.
So much more as you deserve.

"With all the Love and Dedication that I've just realized I have, only for you." - Bubbles

Stop, Now.

Things that are done, it is needless to speak about… things that are past, it is needless to blame. - Confucius

Our little dreams

When to love doesn't mean to look at one another but to look together at the same directions, what would you say? I always wanted to work things out with you but then we couldn't. I tried to make you stay but you just wouldn't.

Unfairness of you, holding back everything, didn't realize, and ignored too much. You come and go, leaving your footprints on my heart every now and then. Then, what can I do? Because I'm not over the pain.. I now get along with it.

When you are near, even when everything in my life seems to be wrong, you make me feel complete. You comfort me.

I love you stupid.. Hope you well.

If loving you is all that means to me

We were... "You and Me"

How do I say goodbye to someone I never really had?

Why do my tears fall so endlessly for someone who was never really mine?

Why is it I miss someone I was never really with?

And why do I love someone whose love was never really mine?

Still.. I believe you had your heart for me too.

But you never really tell. You're never really sure.

I don't know..

or maybe I'm just fooling myself.

So there.. I really don't have reason to hate you.

It's just, realizing that I can't have you makes me love you even more.

...and here by now, really.. I'm missing you too much.

Not a Poem

"hating me..?"

Where's my baby?
I can't see him anymore
Where's the smile I used to adore
Where did you hide it

Why can't you understand that I can go somewhere without you
I just don't want to.
It would just go wrong with this feeling inside
If you want me to kill it
Go do it yourself
Don't ask me how

And I do hate you honey
But I still love you
Wow now I sound like a song

Yea.. this is not a poem, song whatsoever
It's just me speaking
Speaking my heart out

The Last Seconds, The Last Thoughts

2009

Last year,

He was still the one who would spend time with me and laugh with me.

He would be the one who share snacks and songs with me. Who would share the lonely path with me.

Casual.

But now, everything is just not the same. My feelings screwed my life. He and I will never be the same anymore. I wouldn't want to be alone with him anymore. Can't lie.. I'd want.. I just really shouldn't.

I guessed after counting the last seconds, I would not want to see him again. But hey.. I've been so lost. I wouldn't like to lose even more..

"I see you dear, happy. So there you go, having fun with your life. And I will too :) And I know you will be happy seeing me happy."

"And I'm letting you go... Finally."

I wont ask him to take care. Because he will. "I'm asking you to stay Happy :)"

I know people say that talk is cheap. ..but I don't care.

I know how valuable my "I love you" is :)

BYE dear..

I love you.

2010