I Got Pen in My Hand

You Got a Mail!

Hi love,

How are you doing? Good?

Wondering whether you're still having those lovely words as you used to have or being lame'ish that then l would think you're becoming the cutest.

Haha.. Sorryy. I'm just missing you. :)

So.. Right now, I'm just here writing.

Back into my silent moments.

Difference is that sometimes back then I used to love being alone in the moments, but now, I would prefer being at some drugs store with all the sick people waiting for medicines than to stay here.

...

I wonder what changed me. Or the moments.

Anyway hey.. It's such a windy day

It still feels the same dear

I mean the wind, um.. I mean..

..I don't know why but.. the day was ours

And my feeling is still the same

Maybe that's why.

Haha.. Now I'm hating songs that would make me think of you

But I kinda like them too. They got nice words

Those that could make me feel as if you're here..

If only you were here.

I should not sigh over things here.

You wouldn't like it

But who cares.. as if I was liking the moment you got unreasonably mad at me anyway.

It's just crazy why I would still care for you.

Stupid kid.. I thought you would've known why.

"Why don't you just hug me

and just listen carefully"

It hurt dear

And still does...

I need you somewhere that my eyes could see

and my arms could reach

Because really..

You are already everywhere within me

Stay in..

It's all ok..

Sleep tight

Goodnight

---

Me

"When you missed some parts, even a good movie wouldn't end nicely, yet you would keep guessing about what happened in the middle of the movie. And as if you wouldn't be able to watch it again, think how you would feel."