Dee called me up last night
It was so late at night I could barely open my eyes..
She said that she's broken down.
So.. Couldn't say no I started listening to her. Oh my poor eyes..
...
"There was this person, to whom I used to hold on whenever I had problems or simply needed a good chat.. a good laugh.
He would be there when I need any kind of suggestion, I would run to him whenever I need good advises..
He then would hug me when I breakdown.. and kiss my forehead just to calm me down.."
"I.. idolized him in many ways. Right from the start.
He's a good man and one day he would make a good husband and a good dad." She said.
"I.. idolized him in many ways. Right from the start.
He's a good man and one day he would make a good husband and a good dad." She said.
"I have seen how he smiled when he talked about a girl he likes and
how excited he was, running toward baby of his friends' to kiss his cheeks."
how excited he was, running toward baby of his friends' to kiss his cheeks."
Haha man she sounds pretty sure.. and funny.
"Come on.. I miss him girl. You know he would sometimes buzz me up just to say that he was drunk or something. Hehe. I definitely miss our casual talks.. Even our fights. You have no idea how many times we would fight over things."
"I miss his smiles.. :)"
"I miss his smiles.. :)"
"And.. for a little of time back then, I thought those smiles were mine. That, well, maybe not.
He was not feeling the way I was when he comforted me..
Although he knew that I wasn't able to sleep then when I came to him, I would be able to rest.
Now here I am all alone again. And I'm still awake."
"He's been in love with someone else.
A good girl I won't find a single bad thing about.
He's now off my sight anyway..
Enjoying wherever he belongs.
I don't like acting as if I'm strong.
I'm pretty much sad that I would cry every single night for missing him."
"Though I could feel him
For him, It was never me..
I could speak about anything when I'm with him
I mean he's just that right..
He's surely got enough of me to break my heart like this..
And he just did. He left."
He was not feeling the way I was when he comforted me..
Although he knew that I wasn't able to sleep then when I came to him, I would be able to rest.
Now here I am all alone again. And I'm still awake."
"He's been in love with someone else.
A good girl I won't find a single bad thing about.
He's now off my sight anyway..
Enjoying wherever he belongs.
I don't like acting as if I'm strong.
I'm pretty much sad that I would cry every single night for missing him."
"Though I could feel him
For him, It was never me..
I could speak about anything when I'm with him
I mean he's just that right..
He's surely got enough of me to break my heart like this..
And he just did. He left."
"Yeah..
I lost him. :-)"
And no matter how far I go here writing,
Or pretending as it was someone else's story
I don't think I would be able to get rid of my feelings..
So I think I'll just leave it like this...
I don't think I would be able to get rid of my feelings..
So I think I'll just leave it like this...
Have a good night everyone..
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I believe you should always be open about your feelings towards someone close to you.
ReplyDeleteIf you told him that u love him, there are two scanarios, either you'll get rejected or he will say he feels the same as you do (yay).
Even if the girl gets rejected, its at least in the guys mind that the girl loves him, and being a guy myself i know that maybe i wont feel the love at first, but as time passes, at the back of my mind i know that this girl loves me, then all the nice things she does and takes care of me, will seem more special and i would really start noticing her in a new light...there is a 80% chance that the guy would fall in love also.
If the girl doesn't tell the guy that she loves him, believe me....we guys are dumb enough to never notice :) and we will find a girl who did come out n say that she loves us...and then talk abt the new girl with you ALL THE TIME, praising her and asking you what gifts he should buy for his lovely girlfriend!
Just take the risk...come out n say it :)
Watching the person you love, being close and loving to someone else is MUCH more heartbreaking than getting rejected. :)
If you're meant to be together, it will happen.
Otherwise, this isn't the end...move on :)
Hi Lumos!
ReplyDeleteThanks for your comment!
It was so true when you say:
Watching the person you love, being close and loving to someone else is MUCH more heartbreaking than getting rejected. :)
I also do believe that speaking it out loud is always better than keeping it deep down inside. And yes, life always goes on. I remember a friend once said: "The best lesson you can take in a heart-break is that it doesn't kill you"
Be well and have a happy day! :-)
Bubbles
I'm speechless. All I could say is, I hope I had as much courage to say how I really feel. But then, if it's meant to be. It's meant to be :)
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Hi Love,
ReplyDeleteThe feeling you have, it worth to be said. It wants to be free :)
And what the most important is that you will do that for the sake of your happiness. Don't worry too much. You just need to believe that everything is gonna be just fine. :)
Good Night!